I have been on the go since beginning fundraising for the national title of Miss Gay USofA Newcomer in Florida. I placed 20/21 during this pageant and believed that I could have done so much better. It was a great experience and I keep looking back on ways that I can get better, perform better, entertain better. BUT! I didn't take the time off to reflect on myself personally. I didn't take a moment to enjoy the small moments with my husband.